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Even if you're not religious.

They performed this skit at my church--I had seen it before on YT, but seeing it again, live... its just amazing.

I cry every time I watch it. It started out as a "holy shit, thats me", type of cry, but then turned into "that can be me" type of cry. Good tears. Happy tears. Need more of those. xD"

well um anyway. yeah. watch it. c=

ilu guuuys. >v< Thanks for all the support and stuff, really. You guys are the cooliest kids around. c8

We're pretty much going through a money... well, more than a crisis right now. My mom's gonna find a job(hopefully-- my bro found one, so she should be able to, too) and i'm gonna try to take comissions.

So... who would commission me?

Prices would be-

$5 for a sketch(on paper, more detail than just an MS Paint sketch)
$10 for a digital "painting"(done on Pixia or MS Paint/Paint.NET or SAi)
$15 for a traditional picture(done with colored pencils-- don't worry, i'd be able to use a scanner for it so it wouldn't look bad )
$15 for a painted sculpture

But alas, there is a problem-- I... don't really know how commissions are done over dA. ^^' Help please? ewe






RANDOM QUIZ TIME

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Work with killer whales at SW
2. Leave a positive affect on the world
3. Be recognized for doing something good

Three Names You Go By:
1. Shelby
2. Raccoon/Coon
3. Shelbelbee

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1. AkatsukiRaccoon/SilentRaccoon
2. PaperDoll
3. ParaSeek

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Height (i'mshort~)

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. English
2. Italian
3. Indian(i think?)

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Bathrooms ono
2. Losing any of my limbs
3. Pyramid Head(i love him but he scares me fft)

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. iPod
2. Sketchbook
3. Waffles

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. "Life is Good" shirt
2. Purple shorts c8
3. ...underwear. nosy quiz.

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. The Killers
2. Akira Yamaoka
3. Dixie Chicks

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1. Spaceman- The Killers(Spaceman says "Everybody look down!")
2. You're Not Here- Akira Yamaoka(Who has time for tears~)
3. Fireflies- Owl City(I'd like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly~)

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. Trust
2. Respect
3. Pretending to be dinosaurs every now and then

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1. I still haven't eaten all my Halloween candy
2. I'm not on Facebook
3. MS Paint is cool

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1. Eyes
2. No tattoos >n>
3. Skinny but not a freakin' body builder .-.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Drawing~
2. Horseback-riding
3. Listening to music

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. Run around
2. Draw some more~
3. idk

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1. SeaWorld Trainer
2. Animator
3. Dinosaur(yes, when I grow up I am going to be a dinosaur.)

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1. Italy
2. Germany
3. England

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1. Shilo
2. Riley
3. *idk*

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1. I yell alot XD
2. My hair is short.
3. I don't mind getting my hands dirty c8

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1. I like guys. |3
2. I shave my legs.
3. MONTHLYBLEEDINGAAAUGHGODDANGIT.

and there you go.

really.

if you laugh at anything i'm about to say.. consider yourself a terrible person. This is not a joke.

So, i've been sick. I took the day off of school. Things were going ok.

Then tonight.. my mom walks in, and looks like she's about to cry. Just now. She says "Things are bad right now. Prepare for the worst, ok? Things are bad."

...

If mom says that..

then things, my friends, are bad.

i'm scared.

_{i'm scared..}

There's nothing that can help me now.. I don't even know whats going to happen. But still. I'm a fucking chicken-shit and I can't help it because I live in fear.

Part of the reason I play Silent Hill is because the fear it instills is a different fear.. its not real. It distracts me from everything in real life that scares me.

until i put down the controller and the adreneline rush fades away.

nothing that cheers me up can cheer me up right now.

even God seems far away.. I know He's not, but... still.. just believing isn't enough for me right now...

_{help me...}